Tuesday, January 16, 2007
time and time again, i`ve let you down. giving you hopes and courage each day. but yet, the same answer just kept repeating like a spoiled tape recorder. pondering over those memories we once had in class is a 360 degrees change compared to now. our total silence and communication breakdown has all been brought upon myself. all thanks to me. my own fault and attitude from the beginning caused misunderstandings and hurt to arise. Thinking of you all the time, yet the scar from my past is still there deep within that`s stopping me from opening up and moving on. Despite timeless attemp to let go, my heart still longs for...... 
the longer i drag, more hurt will do unto you. i know even before we got together i told you my past and not hid anything from you. leading you on, pinning high hopes for you, and not letting you go to move on is me being selfish. i would rather suffer now and hope the days to come will be better for the both of us... i`m sorry
the longer i drag, more hurt will do unto you. i know even before we got together i told you my past and not hid anything from you. leading you on, pinning high hopes for you, and not letting you go to move on is me being selfish. i would rather suffer now and hope the days to come will be better for the both of us... i`m sorry
what we could have been, 5:55 AM.
